I wish I can have many $$$, well, actually I don't need a lots of money, I just want to have enough money when i want to spend.
Somehow I will jealous of the richness of the others, of course I know there were some reasons why they are so rich, say, their parents work very hard, or they work very hard...
I think He wants me to learn something, especially from the situation of me right now. I have nothing, butI have a big present from Him. I am broken, I am sick, I got no friends by my side, I face thousands of problems on my study, time to return.
This year I gave lots of excuses to myself not going to church, although some of them is true, but it's just too much excuses. Not going to SEEC. Busy? Lazy? The answer is obvious, so, have to work it out.
Give me some time, however time is limited. No one can help yourself out unless you wanna get out from the hell.
May the glory of my Holy God spread all over the world.
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