內疚 [未有分類]

有點兒內疚, 就因為我匆匆的離開了, 她們遲左少少, 上落錯車, 導致未能趕及那班回程法國的班機, 結果真的要在機場裡過夜.

我覺得我實在要負上部份責任, 無論你地點講都好, 我都係唔安樂架啦.

i'm back [每日一記]

Yes, I am back from London.
先前幾天去了倫敦帶團, 帶中同遊玩倫敦的幾個景點.

先 講第一天, 根本已是恐怖得很, 先是他們早到了整整一小時, 而我去機場途中架tube忽然踢人落車, 害得我苦等下班車, 去到機場時已是晚上11點. 回程時更是恐怖, 足足用了兩個多小時才能回去, 其中一小時只行駛了6個tube站, 低能架. 之後更在Leicester Sq停, 害我們要由Leicester Sq更去Tottenham Court Rd再搭巴士, 唉, 訓得覺黎都已經係2-3點啦.

之後... 我唔係好記得excatly係點. 2nd day大約係一朝早去白金漢宮, 遲左少少+好Q多人, 無辦法下走人去左食KFC, 原來法國無乜KFC. 之後就去左蠟像館, 又係好多人, 果到d setting搞到我成日都以為有個真人企左係隔離咁, 搞笑死. 跟住去左個鬼屋咁既野, 嚇得我呢... 不錯不錯, 猶有餘悸. 跟住仲有果張相果個鎖匙扣, 又會咁橋既. 晚黑去左食呢個香港野, 有少少被老點的感覺. 晚黑睇《我的野蠻師姐》, 好好笑, Jeon Ji Hyeon靚到呢... 真係好靚!!!

第 三日做過咩呢? 好似同隻馬影過相, 去過Big Ben, Westminster Abbey, London Eye, 全部都多人到爆, 後來我至發覺原來因為係Easter Holiday... 又去左Tower Bridge, Tower of London, 太多人又無時間結果就只係走馬看花. 之後唔記得, 我估係行街. 唯一記得既就係我地去左食韓式料理, 好食到爆!! 好辣但好正, 多謝兩位團友!! 晚黑睇《忘不了》, 再睇反而無咁好睇, 可能因為己知劇情無左當初的新鮮感.



第 四日去左溫莎堡, 天氣好. 行程匆匆, 而家回想好似無俾大家好好去睇下d野, 有點徙左既感覺, 希望兩友團友唔會咁覺得啦, 如果係就慘啦. 係Windsor見到紐卡素既一個女仔, 唔知佢叫咩名, anyway, 佢好姣. 之後回程既火車大家都好好訓, 因為大家都好支力lu. 去左Camden Town, 有少少收穫, 又食左個幾豐富既下午茶, 後來發現我又被人坤左, 仲要被個阿嬸級坤我, 不過算數啦, 食得飽無所謂. 晚黑排隊去食日本野, 今次到兩位姐姐仔中招, 我就食返個傳統日本咖哩吉列朱排飯, 唔錯唔錯. 晚黑睇《救命》, 迷茫, 齣戲應該叫《救你一命》.

最後一日, 早上, 小弟不帶走一點雲彩的瀟灑地走了.

p.s. 講左足足兩日唔正既廣東話, 返到黎我都唔多改到. 係唔想改定改唔到, 要問心至知.

A month plus 1 week [每日一記]

I just found that I am already 22 years + 1 month and a week old.

Time runs really fast!!

$$$ [English entry]

I wish I can have many $$$, well, actually I don't need a lots of money, I just want to have enough money when i want to spend.


Somehow I will jealous of the richness of the others, of course I know there were some reasons why they are so rich, say, their parents work very hard, or they work very hard...


I think He wants me to learn something, especially from the situation of me right now. I have nothing, butI have a big present from Him. I am broken, I am sick, I got no friends by my side, I face thousands of problems on my study, time to return.


This year I gave lots of excuses to myself not going to church, although some of them is true, but it's just too much excuses. Not going to SEEC. Busy? Lazy? The answer is obvious, so, have to work it out.


Give me some time, however time is limited. No one can help yourself out unless you wanna get out from the hell.





May the glory of my Holy God spread all over the world.

News updateing [English entry]

It's really bad, but this is the truth and it's really happening on me, both of my left and right eyes are having an eye infection. It's really bad, it's really really bad!!

So, what i have to do, I think i should work hard on cleaning both eyes.. :( And hope those eye droplets is work for my eyes, so that I don't have to see the doctor again..


For those of you are christian, please pray for me.



Please heal me with your hands, my Lord.

Eye infection [English entry]

No reason why I got the infection, even the doctor have no idea as well, it really scared me, sticky and bleeding!!
Luckily I got a really fast track, just waited for 30 mins only, but it was damn painful when the nurse try to get sample from my eye. He tried to get 3 samples from the down lid, compare to the cut on my left hand, the cut wasn't anything.
Anyway, U.K. NHS is really good, it's free for everything!!

Down below is a link shows my left eye currently... (18+)

http://images2.fotop.net/albums/iamarlong/private/red_eye.jpg

New idea [English entry]

I got a new idea, I am thinking of stop my study in UK and university. I am not that kind person can gain a good result or maintain an excellent performance in school. Of course I know how important it is, but I just don't wanna waste my parents' money , and my time. As I don't think I can get a degree now.

I always think, may be I can achieve other kind of goals rather than a degree. I know this certificate is very important to me, for my career, my future. Does this paper means the whole to me? Is that mean, I can't live without it?

I think I am now reach a bifid road, it's the time to ask him again...

My brain [English entry]

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

I found its really funny.

If a guy do this test, he will get a female brain. On the other hand, a lady could get a male brain.

Do i really think on a girl's way?

Hurt [English entry]

I cut myself today, it really hurts!!

Single [English entry]

My friend Max back to Hong Kong today, and now I become the single one in this house again. Yes, there are other guys still in this house, but we aren't not in the same boat, especially in spiritual term. As I have lent my notebook to Max, so, I can't type any chinese for these oncoming three weeks.

I really hate my english, looks like a newbie. WTH i am doing here? I am doing Journalism, but my english is really fcuking good, it make me sick.

"Read more newspaper, read more newspaper, read more newspaper," this is what my tutor said.

Sigh...

雪雪雪 [每日一記]

今日(2/3)放學時都下過些雪，像是發泡膠粒的。

現在下的是薄薄的一片片的，我想明早大有機會有積雪。

第一次的這麼期待下雪，十萬個希望明早地上可以鋪上厚厚的積雪。

可能因為反常的天氣，到三月還會下雪，而且今年還未積過大雪。

正是如此，心裡覺得每年總需積一兩次厚厚的雪才算合格。






其實心裡卻討厭那些污穢的積雪。